let's start with "siopao"
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siopao was my first love. Maybe because we used to be neighbors before. she just live nearby so i can see her everyday, shes a type of girl who always smiles, and when did it., i always carried away by blushing too much. She was even my inspiration in getting circumcized. My mom told me that when i will be circumcized, i can marry siopao. funny to think but the love i had for her ran until my youger years in elementary. until i met, "Kulot"
, it was grade 5 then when i met her. Shes charming, shes not that kind who will make "pa-cute" when you see a a guy. maybe her simplicity as a girl made her stand out for me. We became closed friends. im ot taking advantage though but i enjoy her company, I was able to met her family and became a part of it. Her mom even wishes me good luck in my contest. It feels like i belong to their family. But here comes a point that we will be parting each other, her mom decided to send her to a different school, i was dissapointed knowing that i am pretty sure that i should pursue this feeling is the time that we will not see each other now. So instead of thinking of her. I indulged my self into studying, I read a lot of books just to forget that she will be spend her high school days somewhere out there. life went on, now when i was in school, unexpectedly, kulot was in my school as well, she toldher mom not to send her in other school for her friends used to be in my school, I was happy but the happiness i felt was just temporary, we did not became classmates. Hence a lot of guys were getting closer to her, so instead of expressing my self which at that time is quite obvious, i kept distance and ran against her. i focused on my study until the 2nd year went by. The love letter quote was a rampant gimik to our classroom that time. We are making a fraud love letters and send it to whoever in the class. One day, i wrote a letter and left it in my classmates desk named" itla"
. One of my classmates was watching me. The next day i was teased to her. imagine, haisssst.. but thtas one more thing i enjoy during my high school life. Amazing. I then asked my classmates to top teasing me to itla, and they did. however there are occasions that they still doing it. Until one day, i dont know what sparks she got, i fond her very pretty, i dont know but it fells like she s like a glittering stars in my eyes. I let my self get close to her. I make very friends to her and even transfer to the seat next to her. A year did pass but still i hold the emotions i have inside. Not telling her what i felt for her. She then fell inlove with a friend. As a gentlemans rule never take away the others girl. i give space and forget about itla. I move on. This time i, ill make sure that everything will b alright the next time. I have a classmate whom i used to know since our freshmen years but i just noticed her existence during our senior years. lets just hide her in the code: "buwaya"
. I admit i was fascinated with her beauty. shes very pretty that all the guys in the class could hook up to her. We been table mates in our drafting classes. we been gropmates in school projects and even seatmates in other subject, secretly i fell inlove, it just like im an ice cream siding to fire who melts everytime shes beside me. To note, i did not express my feelings. I think its a must after a couple of attempts with the other. LOL..Buyawa end up with a friend of mine. i am happy that she was able to share a relationship with my friend, but she still the reason of misunderstanding between my two friend who felt the same way. Now if you ask me about her, maybe i can strongly deny, They were not able to generate proofs for it. But if my two friend will be asked, they will laugh at it. for them, it was a charged to experience. The recent girl that im in to with was a very closed friend. weve been together for about eight years now. that was since our freshmen years in high school until now that we used to hang out with. she did not know that i was feeling differently toward her. her name was "bukaw"
. if you read this post sorry,hehehehe, but as i said, it was a part of the past. back to the story. i was making a bridge for my best bud kirby because she was inlove with bukaw ever since. Bukaw is my barkada. we used to hang out with with out malice. but that time. hmmmmm.. i dont know. anyway. we come to a point that i can barely see her eyes because of shyness. And since in ome other situations she was considering me as her boy friend or let me say escort. so our friends in some part really teased us and as a natural joker to them we also respond to the outstorming joke. The original plan was to get her for my buddy was moved sideways by winning her foe myself. But then again, i maybe such a good friend that i cannot even traitor him. So ill let go of the feelings and let her go for my buddy. even it hurts maybe i could find another woman for me. hehhhehehe. however the life really so painful that she never end up in any of us, hence she end up with another guy. Like what othe rsay, if me and kirby were asked about her. we say: past is past. mybe to laugh the crazy things weve done. Up to the present, All the girls that are mentioned happen to be my closes friend. maybe some of them dont know that i love them thats why they keep theirselves close to me. as a gentleman, i can wait when the real and true love will come.Its a part of our life to give the rest of your life to the person of your better half. sounds corny but i still believe in fate destiny and of course ture love.
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